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| I got myself into college!!! I'll be going to N.I.U. in the fall! No more Buttfuck, Ohio for me!!!
Even better my beebee Ashley will be going too! I'm so excited! no more bullshit asking (begging) my parents to go see her once every three weeks! No more sitting around listening to my parents yell at each other! NO MORE OHIO STATE I'M SO HAPPY!!!
I LOVE YOU ASHLEY!!!
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| It only took a number of days but I finally got my parents to consent to me taking Ashley home this weekend. I was going to do it anyways, but I wanted their approval. I feel so helpless lately. It's just like being back in high school. They say they want me to be doing things on my own, taking care of my own life, but they only seem to be policing me. Making me follow their rules and regulations like I'm still 16. I understand that perhaps i need some help getting my life straight and on task, but it's too much. I have a goal, and i have a plan for meeting it. I wish that they would just let me carry it out. Let me succeed or fail on my own. Of course I will succeed, but it frustrates me. I will succeed because I have the greatest of goals to reach, and I will reach it. I will have my princess back. We will have our castle. And one day I will make her my queen. I love you Ashley.
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| Well I finally got a new job today. I'm going to be delivering pizzas for a while. It should definitely pay better than the shitty job i have now. At least I'll get more hours. And tips. It's a temporary thing until I can get a better, more full time job. I know for a fact that it will put some money in the bank which is good. I need to start saving money. Can't move back to Illinois without money. I can't wait. If I'm lucky I'll be able to get a small apartment and live with Ashley but if we have to get a roommate that'll be ok. Whatever it takes to be with her. She's planning on going to the Art Institute, and I'm planning on going back to Harper, fixing the mistakes I made, get a degree in Science and parley that into a teaching job. I hope it all works out. First things first. Let's get Ashley home for the holidays and get some moneys in the bank.
I love you Ashley. Let's make our dreams come true. Together.
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| My sweet Ashley had a terrible day today. I didn't do a whole lot to
help out either. So I'm putting this out there to tell her that I'm
sorry. I am sorry Ashley. You mean the entre world to me. I just want
you to be happy. I just want to be with you. I can't wait to see you.
Please feel better. I love you Ashley and I ALWAYS will.
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| Well it's been a long time. Here's what's new. I'm living in Ohio.
Here's what's not new. I am deeply in love with Ashley Witt. She's gone
at college and I cherish every moment i get to talk to her. She's the
absolue light of my life and i would do anything for her. I can't
express my feelings for her in mere words. I don't mind in the least
saying all this in a public place where anyone can read it. I don't
care because I don't care who knows it. I love her so much. I want to
spend the rest of my life with her. I'm going to go and see her the
next two weekends and I could not be more excited.
I LOVE YOU ASHLEY.
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